Some tips from me to no one as no one goes on thisss

So everyone who looks at this knows I self harm and stuff like that but I'm trying to stop, the only way I'm managing is by almost hurting myself in other ways.
It's not the same as cutting granted but it's not as bad and obvious.
I'm stretching my ear, I'm just up to 5mm which is still small (he's called Gerald btw) but it gives me that pain I need and haven't cut since January now so I'm very proud of myself for that as I still need it to help me. Just my mom and dad hate them and knows nothing so far but it's gonna be easier to explain than cuts up my atm as I have so many scars already.
Also chocolate is awesome for it
And sex
That's it for now will probs be on later as I'm stressed about something that could potentially change my life if I don't sort it :(
Peace out guys xo

Back to my stupid ways.

I haven't been on in a few days, but right now my heads a mess. I'm back self harming, dunno how long ill be doing it but it won't be a one off. Right now I need a cigarette and a cuddle.

Latest drama?

Me and the main guy had don't some wreck less fun and now were worrying :L
The other lad kissed me today and I don't know what to do.
Yupp Chloe you know how to do it eh?

Came to the conclusion...

I spent faaaaaar to much time with wastemen. I need to spend time with actual decent people more often I've decided so there's resolution no.1

I want my lip pierced>.<

Basically that.
Oh! and my tongue...
And scaffolding...
And my nipples...
And my belly...
And tragus...
And my nose...

Last post of tonight.

What's the subject? Boys.
The guy I'm involved with lives away so won't become official so there's the first thing.
Secondly I stayed at his last night, first time I've stayed at any guys place and now I feel so lonely. I doubt I'm gonna see him until after the however long it is before he comes back.
He has really messed with my emotions and stuff. I just want him home in Redditch.
However, there's a guy on the scene who I'm not involved with but understands me more. So that's fucked me up too.
I think I'm gonna cry into his jacket and sleep now.
Peace out guys

House hunting.

Can someone help? I'm trying to get my mom to move house. I can't live in this house any longer. We live miles from everyone and thing, it's haunted I swear and the memories in this place the bad out weigh the good by a lot.
Found the perfect place but mom won't leave.
Help before I cry?!